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simply ebi. be yourself but don't be selfish.

Thursday, June 8, 2017

Freaking out.

These few days I was so afraid of losing you. You were different. You were not being you. But I think both of us know things happened for some reasons. We are all freaking out.

You are not expecting the job offer at the federal government to land in your mailbox. Which will force you to move to West Malaysia (most probably). You never really expecting to serve outside Sarawak or even Kuching. You will be away from your mamak and bapak for the first time. 

Working is different from studying. No two weeks break, no one month break, no two months break. You do not know when will you be home like when we were student when everything was pre-arranged.

You don't like to speak in Malay language. Not because you hate it or them. But you just a pure Sarawak Malay who loves to speak your own mother tongue. You will miss kelaka sarawak. 

Non of your relatives is in West Malaysia. Most of your friends are also Sarawakian. If this fact is worrying me enough, I know it does more to you. 

I am not so worry and insecure about you when you live in Kuching because your parents are amazing parents who take care of you very well. But you will be away from them and not even me is there to look after you. This lead me to overthinking in which I'm not so good in controlling it.  

I hope time goes fast and everything goes well. I just want to fast forward to the time where I'll be there to take care of you because I adore you so much. Life is short and I don't think we should take it slow anymore.

Last night we started to calm down. And I got you back. That smile of yours is back.  I know you were just freaking out just like I do. 


Thursday, March 2, 2017

Tips travel oversea untuk Beginner

Assaamualaikum and hello, world!

Pertamanya saya belum pernah ke luar negara. Jadi saya menulis adalah untuk berkongsi dengan masyarakat beginner yang lain perkara paling penting untuk ke luar negara iaitu buat passport dulu! Gaji saya baru masuk pagi ini dan rancangan untuk ke luar negara adalah pada bulan depan. Tapi bila nak beli tiket tadi (MAS), perlu diisi nama penumpang etc dan saya stuck pada no passport dan tarikh luput passport! Makanya jika anda noob seperti saya silalah buat passport dulu. kah kah kah

Ke manakah saya akan travel untuk kali pertamanya? Rahsia. Tapi ini adalah 'Adventure of a lifetime'.



Wednesday, September 7, 2016

Kereta kenak curi konok


I am well-dressed today. Wearing  HnM light-blue shirt (jawad berik) and black trousers that I bought for rm20 yesterday at Brand's Outlet Viva City. I'm so lucky because it's the only pair with the price. I really need to buy it because I dont have any trousers for an interview. Going to work and do the non-engineering stuff: photocopying, drove my boss to bank and he treat me with Marrybrown for breakfast. What a bliss.


resuming my photocopying works as we returned from the bank and met En to borrow his necktie during lunchour. Campus life was easier. Just walk from room to room to borrow a tie. Now have to drive a few KM at least. Arrived the venue for interview just on time. Alhamdulillah I think I did well. I leave the rest to Allah

Here's the highlight. I thought my car was stolen and it feels like the world is collapsing, my head was spinning, I can't feel my legs, I don't know who should I call first, either the police or my dad who is now at his hometown in Teganu boh. It turned out to be that I parked my car on the other side of the block. 


 That was the most relieving feeling I've ever felt. Everything looks the same (parking area) which made me sure my car was stolen. The same spot at the first area was the only spot that has no car. damn it. maybe I was too nervous for the interview before that I didnt take note my actual car park.

 I straight away went to have a slice of Brownies at Bing! after I've found my 'stolen' car. And I went home an hour later


Dinner with my MRSM closest friend, Yazid. catch-up session bla3 and went back home.


Thursday, January 21, 2016

Retreat 2020

Asalamualaikum and hello, world.

Talking or discussing about politics are inevitable. Politics are subjects that you should be aware of and being up to date to. I see people who don't care at all about politics are in a sorry state of voluntarily ignorance.

We are getting older and every tomorrow is a future. Being eager to know about the truth are an act to survive. When we have the knowledge, only then we can proceed to the next level of thinking which are comparing, synthesizing and analysing. Next, we act, with our hearts, our voices, our hands.

However it is very disappointing to see some people only believing and accepting from only one side of sources without even trying to seek about the truth by themselves. Every word from their leader are facts and non-arguable.

And today we see our country in a hand of a leader that asks his minions to answer all the questions that should be answer by himself. Those who resist are being slayed from the arena. I don't think we should talk about the economy anymore because it's already doomed.

God please save our country.


Monday, January 18, 2016

Home sweet home

Assalamualaikum and hello, world. 

The best of all is when you are home after months away from home. Mom is cooking the most delicious meal ever and you can sleep for hours after eating without any things to think about. You don't even have to bring out your wallet after having such a wonderful meal to the tastebuds and to your tummy. Peace. 

Life is actually as simple as that if you see it from the right perspective. For me, I would not enjoy anything in this world even I were to be rich if I don't have my lovely parents by my side. 

I've met a lot of people with various background and trust me that lead me to this idea. Not everyone still have both of their parents. Not everyone are lucky enough to still can eat their mum's cooking. 

Alhamdulillah. Only jannah to our parents. Amiin. 

Sunday, January 10, 2016

Here's an excuse.

Asalamualaikum and hello, world!

Tomorrow will be my last paper so just stay tuned.
Have a nice weekend!


Tuesday, January 5, 2016

An exclusive pleasure

Asalamualaikum and hello, world. 

I sat for a Foundation engineering paper today. Alhamdulillah. There are too many blessings to be counted. To make it clear why I write an entry about this paper is because from the record, I will failed and have to repeat every courses related to soil, every semester and I knew it even after I answer the question paper and I'm always right. However I've promised myself to change that this time. And I did it. It was an exclusive pleasure. Not everyone get the chance to experience thing like this. Nevertheless, I still want to give thanks to Allah for;

  • Giving me the health and strength to study and to live. 
  • Bless me with good foods to comfort me after hours of studying. 
  • Made me understand what Im trying to understand. 
  • Keeping me out of trouble 
  • A peaceful mind during this study week
  • Friends that are willing to help. 
  • Friends that were asking for help. They are helping me at the same time. 
  • My parents, family. 
  • Everything.    
Sometimes we think we are unlucky and not having as much as what other people have. Actually, there are things that we have but those people don't. They won't even have the chance to get it. Allah Maha Adil. 

Don't afraid of pressure because pressure makes diamonds and we are diamonds taking shape. 



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